I am back with feeling of "loyaness"

I know I have been away for a long time. Just couldnt help it. Yes, have to confirm here that I AM PREGNANT and that is exactly the reason I have been away. The "loyaness" feeling is unbearable. Didnt know such a word existed actually until hubby mentioned it the other day. Was so impressed with his knowledge of the national language. Really cant remember feeling this way during my first pregnancy but of course that would not be surprising considering the way my brain works or rather doesn't work to retain things.

I feel like throwing up all the time, before I eat, after I eat, while eating, as soon as I am awake and just before bed. Only thing is I dont throw up, its just the feeling thats there all the time. Take note of remedy for nausea in pregnancy books :

Eat crakers - does not work, does not work, DOES NOT WORK
Eat small meals - I can only take 5-6 spoon fulls anyway before I feel like throwing up on the meal in front of me.
Dont drink water while eating - how the hell then do I get the food to get down and not stay at my throat.
Dont wear clothings that are tight at the waist - this is equivalent to saying dont wear clothes. coz I havent shopped for bigger pants yet and cant possibly wear my maternity clothes aready, can I?

So in between all the loya ness and feeling bloated and ugly, I will try and write as much as I can.

Till then.