Aunty M finally came for a visit

Yup! Its confirmed. I am NOT pregnant. Just got my period this morning and felt very very sad but a lot better because I dont have to deal with the anxiety anymore. Was feeling very bloated and have been having cramps for the past few days, hence the pregnancy suspission co'z I never really get those when Aunt M is due.

Really, its so much easier when there is no planning involved. Like the first time. It just happened. I got pregnant. Not prepared for it at all but then you just deal with it. But when you start planning, just the stress makes you wanna go "eeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrkkkkkkkkk"

Anyway, didnt do any work yesterday as was in state of depression. Have lots to do today.

'till later